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Post by Tessa on Jul 14, 2018 15:13:02 GMT -8
Posted by Tessa on November 10, 1997 at 01:11:41:
I've been thinking about this alot lately,
and I have something to tell everyone here.
This MAY NOT increase my popularity .... at all......
I'm a druggie.
Ok, now:
Who knew?
Who had no clue?
Who thinks badly of me now?
[cringing]
Buffy has been on me about it...... so I thought maybe everyone should know.
There.
Plus it will be in my Bikini article in March, may as well beat it to the punch line.
Tessa Tesssa@Innocent.com
All followups will be answered.
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Post by MrNiceGuy on Jul 14, 2018 15:14:54 GMT -8
Posted by MrNiceGuy on November 10, 1997 at 01:40:38:
In Reply to: Oh boy, is this going to stir up the Board... posted by Tessa on November 10, 1997 at 01:11:41:
Hi Tessa, I'm fairly new to the board, but I'd like to say that a lot of your online friends love you and appreciate you for the great impact you've had on their lives. All of us have "skeletons in the closet," and I admire you for your honesty.Good luck. Smiles :-), Mr.NiceGuy
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Post by Tessa on Jul 14, 2018 15:16:21 GMT -8
Posted by Tessa on November 10, 1997 at 01:52:27:
In Reply to: Re: Oh boy, is this going to stir up the Board... posted by MrNiceGuy on November 10, 1997 at 01:40:38:
I didn't realize that I am imapcting anyone's life here..... Interesting thought
Tessa Tesssa@Innocent.com
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Post by Curious on Jul 14, 2018 15:18:47 GMT -8
Posted by Curious on November 10, 1997 at 01:41:12:
In Reply to: Oh boy, is this going to stir up the Board... posted by Tessa on November 10, 1997 at 01:11:41:
OK. I suspected as much. Remember the thread with the questions about drug testing?
Now, the real question is: There are drugs and there are drugs. Some are "worse" than others. So, what are you using? How bad a habit? How are you taking them?
Any help I can offer, of course, is yours - any where, any time. But it's really up to you. Not even Buffy, nor anyone else, can force you to stop.
Good luck and God Bless,
Curious imcurious@anon.nymserver.com
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Post by Tessa on Jul 14, 2018 15:20:35 GMT -8
Posted by Tessa on November 10, 1997 at 01:50:21:
In Reply to: Re: Oh boy, is this going to stir up the Board... posted by Curious on November 10, 1997 at 01:41:12:
I don't smoke Pot or do Coke.....
I am a Meth user
Tessa Tesssa@Innocent.Com
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Post by ArcticBear on Jul 14, 2018 15:22:26 GMT -8
Posted by ArcticBear on November 10, 1997 at 01:56:21:In Reply to: Oh boy, is this going to stir up the Board... posted by Tessa on November 10, 1997 at 01:11:41:Tessa, the first step to dealing with a problem is admitting it. No one here that matters will think any less of you because you have a problem. But you will have to decide what to do about it. You know it's dangerous and help is available if you want it, but it's something you have to decide, we can't do that for you. Many of us consider you our friend and we want the best for you. I'm sure we all want it for you, but do you want to get past this yourself?
A Concerned
ArcticBear
arctic_bear@hotmail.com
www.geocities.com/sourthbeach/cove/5696
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Post by Tessa on Jul 14, 2018 15:24:36 GMT -8
Posted by Tessa on November 10, 1997 at 02:11:09:
In Reply to: Re: Oh boy, is this going to stir up the Board... posted by ArcticBear on November 10, 1997 at 01:56:21:
You see, I like to be straight, but I also don't want to gain 20 lbs.
It's like quitting smoking, GAIN, Gain, gain.....
Tessa
Vain reason huh?
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Post by ArcticBear on Jul 14, 2018 15:26:08 GMT -8
Posted by ArcticBear on November 10, 1997 at 02:51:01:In Reply to: Re: Oh boy, is this going to stir up the Board... posted by Tessa on November 10, 1997 at 02:11:09: Tessa are you in Vegas now?
A Still Concerned
ArcticBear
arctic_bear@hotmail.com
www.geocities.com/sourthbeach/cove/5696
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Post by Tessa on Jul 14, 2018 15:27:32 GMT -8
Posted by Tessa on November 10, 1997 at 03:33:20:
In Reply to: Re: Oh boy, is this going to stir up the Board... posted by ArcticBear on November 10, 1997 at 02:51:01:
Reno, LV tomorrow....
Tessa
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Post by XXX on Jul 14, 2018 15:29:27 GMT -8
Posted by XXX on November 10, 1997 at 02:23:42:
In Reply to: Re: Oh boy, is this going to stir up the Board... posted by Tessa on November 10, 1997 at 02:11:09:
Wait 20lbs is a lot to you. If you gain 20 shit 30lbs you would still look fine. XXX
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Post by XXX on Jul 14, 2018 15:31:34 GMT -8
Posted by XXX on November 10, 1997 at 01:58:43:
In Reply to: Oh boy, is this going to stir up the Board... posted by Tessa on November 10, 1997 at 01:11:41:
Don't get the wrong idea on what I'm about say. Just by looking at a person you can tell if they do drugs. I think you smoke weed but thats about it. Now I don't do drugs nor have I ever, but smoking weed is not that bad. Now its bad but if you do it too much then its bad. Next thats fine if you do drugs its your choice, not a good one but hey. Look at it like this I always juge people on how they treat other as well as how they treat me. In my book you are still cool, but please try to stop. XXX
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Post by Tessa on Jul 14, 2018 15:33:19 GMT -8
Posted by Tessa on November 10, 1997 at 02:12:50:
In Reply to: Re: Oh boy, is this going to stir up the Board... posted by XXX on November 10, 1997 at 01:58:43:
I do not smoke weed..... I can't smoke drugs.... I'm asthmatic...... doesn't keep me from Cigars though......
I do Meth
Tessa Tesssa@Innocent.com
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Post by XXX on Jul 14, 2018 15:34:47 GMT -8
Posted by XXX on November 10, 1997 at 02:17:24:
In Reply to: Re: Oh boy, is this going to stir up the Board... posted by Tessa on November 10, 1997 at 02:12:50:
And thats not good. I don't know much about drug stuff but does that involve injecting? If so OH SHIT!! XXX
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Post by Tessa on Jul 14, 2018 15:37:07 GMT -8
NO
Posted by Tessa on November 10, 1997 at 02:19:16:In Reply to: Re: Oh boy, is this going to stir up the Board... posted by XXX on November 10, 1997 at 02:17:24:Methamphetamine is snorted like Cocaine is.... not injected..... I'm too chicken for that
Tessa
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Post by Bashful on Jul 14, 2018 15:48:05 GMT -8
Dear Tessa,
Posted by Bashful on November 10, 1959 at 07:41:42: In Reply to: Oh boy, is this going to stir up the Board... posted by Tessa on November 10, 1997 at 01:11:41:Not I. Well, Sherry (Buffy) told me that all the Mustang Ranch girls do drugs ...
You're a human being, Tessa, just like all of us. My addictions are junk food, commercial sex, and the Internet.
What has Buffy said to you?So! Then your revelation isn't really voluntary? If it were not for the upcoming Bikini article, would you be so forthcoming?We shall see. I have read the other responses, so here goes :
1. How long have you been a methamphetamine user?
2. How much do you spend per week on your methamphetamine habit?
3. How do you get your methamphetamine supply?
4. Have you ever had sex in order to get methamphetamines? Have you had sex in the past six months in order to get methamphetamines?
5. What are the policies of the different brothels on methamphetamine usage by the prostitutes? Did Dennis Hof know that you were using methamphetamines last month when you were at Kitty's?
6. Have you ever been kicked out of a brothel because of your methamphetamine usage?
7. Is methamphetamine usage, or other illegal drug usage, common in the brothels? What percentage of the working girls that you have known are regularly using illegal drugs?
8. You stated in a response that you don't want to gain twenty pounds. Which is worse, to remain the methamphetamine addict that you are now and remain slim, or to permanently kick your dependence on illegal drugs but be permanently twenty pounds overweight? Isn't being overweight far better than being a drug addict? Or are you afraid that you can't make an income as a prostitute if you are twenty pounds overweight?
9. Pardon my ignorance, but are methamphetamines illegal? Or are you only illegally obtaining them?
10. I can't help but notice that you travel a lot. Do you travel in order to obtain your methamphetamine supply? Are you ever afraid that you might be caught with your supply while traveling?
11. How do you feel when you stop using methamphetamine cold turkey?
12. What feeling do you get when you use methamphetamines?
13. What are the long-term effects of using methamphetamines?
I think that's enough for now. I'll have many more questions for you when I see your responses to these.
Hang in there, Tessa. And quit that habit.
Love,
Bashful
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